I seriously thought about getting my boyfriend Tangled today as part of his care package for his trip this summer…but then I realized I’ve already made him watch it close to a hundred times so..he wins all the awards.

1- With summer coming up and summer workouts starting, I’m always I constant fear that I’ll fall back into my own ways, even tho I’ve been pretty good lately. Its so easy to relapse.

2- I’m sick of my would be step parent pretending he’s my dad when he’s never done anything to try to benefit me. I’m sick of the insults and I don’t trust him. Don’t tell me how to run my life when you haven’t been here.

Only time will tell who’s right for us. I know how you feel because sometimes its so easy to fall into a depression that makes it super hard to get out of bed or really care about anything anymore. I commend you for acknowledging that you feel this way because I know that’s hard. I think personally, when you do get better, you may find that your boyfriend has been a great support for you and then it’ll be easier to have a deeper connection with him. Even if that’s not the case, things have a way of working themselves out the way they are supposed to be and I’m always here if you need a friend.

Kissing is one of those things you have to practice for sure. I didn’t kiss anyone at all til I was 17 and id like to think I turned out fine lol :) dont let your first few kisses scare you away from trying again cuz I promise everyone feels that way at one time or another.